| Location | Aldershot, Hampshire |
| Age | 2 days |
| Date of Birth | 14/09/1979 |
| Date of Death | 16/09/1979 |
| Visitors | 746 since 18/12/2008 |
| Creator |
The proudest day of my life was 14th September 1979 when Stewart was born, labour was fine and he
was a bonny 9lb 8oz! He arrived at 8.28pm with a mop of brown hair and he was perfect!
The next day my parents came to the hospital and my dad said Stewart had red hair !! 'definately
not' I said and as my dad carried stewart to the window to let the light shine on his hair my mum
whispered that my dad's hair had a red shine to it in the sun and he was trying to say that
Stewart's was the same as his. My parents were my only visitors that day, except my husband of
course, my family live all over the country and were planning to visit but with hind sight it was
perfect, just parents and grand parents had seen my angel and it seemed the less people that saw him
the more special he was.
The next morning I was woken up at 5.30am by a nurse that wanted me to go with her to the sisters
office, I kept asking what was wrong but she didn't answer me, when I got to the sisters office
there was a cup of coffee waiting and a cigarette! The doctor came in and explained that Stewart
went blue and that the doctors were there in less than a minute but they couldn't save him, he died
very quickly. I had a condition called prenatal diabetes which didn't effect me but all the sugar my
body made went into Stewart while he was still in the womb. When he was born the sugar level just
kept dropping until it was fatal.
I believe that all babies born now automatically have a sugar test done, but in 1979 it wasn't the
case.
I now have two beautiful daughters and Stewart has always been part of our lives, I was glad I
didn't have another boy. I have two grand sons who I love so very much and the first grand child has
the second name of Stewart....
What kind of place would heaven be with all its streets of gold, if all the souls, that dwell up there like yours and mine, were old? How strange would heaven’s music sound when harps begin to ring, if children were not gathered ‘round to help the angels sing. The children that God sends to us are only just a loan, He knows we need their sunshine to make the house a home. We need the inspiration of a baby’s blessed smile. He doesn’t say they’ve come to stay, just lends them for a while. Sometimes it takes them years to do the work for which they come. Sometimes in just a month or two our Father calls them home. I like to think some souls up there bear not one sinful scar. I love to think of heaven as a place where children are.
xxx
Lay down my child
Close your eyes one more time
Let the night take you softly into sleep
Sure as the moon shining on your sweet face
Be rest assured you will be safe
In this place
The sweetest gift
God has given me
Graced with the tiniest beauty
These eyes have seen
Soft as the song of a winter wind
Sheltered by love
A love that will never end
Life so often a mystery
And each of us seeking a clue
To an answer I never thought I’d find
When I lost you
But in your time with me
Somehow you taught me to see
Just as in life
Even in death
You always will be here with me
So lay down my child
Close your eyes one more time
Let the night take you softly into sleep
And on to your maker you will fly
Low as the angels sing you a lullaby
An Angel's Kiss
We go through life so often
not stopping to enjoy the day.
And we take each one for granted,
as we travel on our way
For in your pain and sorrow,
an angel's kiss will help you through.
This kiss is very private,
for it is only meant for you.
We never stop to measure
anything we just might miss.
But if the wind should blow by softly,
you'll feel an angel's kiss.
A kiss that is sent from Heaven,
a kiss from up above.
A kiss that is very special,
from someone that you love.
So when your hearts are heavy,
and filled with tears and pain,
and no one can console you,
remember once again...
About the ones you grieve for,
because you sadly miss.
And the gentle breeze you took for granted
was just an angel's kiss.
LOVE ALISON XXXXXX
***^^^^**** HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^^^******
have a fab party in heaven , only special people are born on the 14th you and my mum will be partying your birthday nite away im sure xxx
I hope you're having a wonderful life there with the
angels Stewart. We will always miss you and you will always be part of our lives.
God bless
Jeni & Tony
xxx
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I never got the chance to meet you
You died before I was even born
I think about you as if I knew you
I know you see the way I mourn
I cry for you all the time
Just wishing to have you by my side
I want to see your lovely face
I want to feel your sweet embrace
It hurts this much and to think I never met you
If I had, imagine what I'd be going through
I have a father, a sister, and a mother
The only thing that's missing is you-my Brother.
Happy 30th Birthday
Time is moving forward
But the pain remains the same
30 years have passed now
And nothing seems to change.
You were taken so suddenly
I could never be prepared
For the pain that I would feel
For the deep and dark despair.
A dark cloud descended
Over my world that day
For the loss of my child
There are no words I can say.
I long to see your face
To see you walk into the room
I long to hear your voice
Saying ‘Mum I love you too’
I know this will never be
I know this for a fact
But that doesn’t stop the longing
The longing to have you back
I have asked myself many times
Will it always hurt this way?
Will the pain ever subside?
Will it ever go away?
They say time heals all wounds
I really don’t think that is true
I just have to learn to live
With the pain of losing you.
So on this sad day my son
I want to say to you
How very much I love you
And miss you so much too
Happy 30th Birthday Son x
26TH JULY 2009
It's Sunday again and the days pass so fast,
But my love for you will always last.
The days go by in such a blur,
Oh I wish that you were here.
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Days turn into months..
Months turn into years..
I still love you with all my heart..
And only wish we never had to part.
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It's Sunday again and there is not a sound,
Theres not even many people walking around.
For Sunday you see is a day of rest..
You should know my angel..
Because you are the best.
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So my darling angel I just want to say...
Have a peaceful Sunday in heaven today.
And remember it's not just on a Sunday I love and miss you..
I love and miss you every day of the week too.
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SENDING YOU SUNDAY BLESSINGS, MAY YOU HAVE A PEACEFUL DAY, LOVE JUDE. X X
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copyright� Jackie Thomas 14/06/09.
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Precious Child
by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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